Wow, it's been, a bagillion years! Lifes been pretty good. Been practically living with my best friend, Christina. I'd rather be there than home these days anyways. I feel so much more free there. I'm not always cooped up in the house with absolutely nothing to do. Plus over there I have someone my age who I can talk to. You can't really have a teenaged conversation with a 40 year old.

But besides the family drama-llama crap, I have a new boyfriend
He's so sweet and I miss him so much. I never thought that I would find somone like him. Everything about him is so...right. I don't know, it's hard to explain. It's so much better dating someone my age, it means I can act my age. Plus his dad knows who I am, so I don't have to worry about the parents ! His dad is Christina's step-dad, so, heh, he knows me really well.

As soon as I do some editing, I should have a few pictures up here. Not many mind you, my camera was slung into a cup of coffee so I'm SOL. And it sucks ass.

I guess I've been ignoring DA alot lately. Besides not being home, not many of my friends are active on here. I check on my stuff every few days, the most I have is 3 DA's and a message. It depresses me and I get to the point where I say screw this, stop getting on. But I come back anyways. It's a bad habbit.

I guess I'm glad to be home. It's going to be hard to adjust to being here. I'm stuck here until Friday... I personally don't think I'll survive. They will get mad because all I will do is sit on my ass, at my computer, not saying a word, playing my music too loud, and being tired as hell. Yup. thats what it's going to be like.

I'm ready for Thanksgiving. Thats all the food I get this week. Dad doesn't get paid until next Tuesday. All we have is deer meat and the more I eat meat the more I throw up! Suprisingly I didn't puke up that little peice of rib I ate at Grandma's house. Anyhoo, I think I'ma leave y'all with that. Happy Thanksgiving y'all.